Unreached Words - One sided Conversance

You convinced me to understand your situation, but it's been a while now;

Days keep passing by, with a blink nights turn mornings;

But courage in me remains the same and your absence still makes me void.

I am so sorry to bring this up again, but I can't pretend anymore;

you may find it insane, I can't hold my mind anymore;

That I fall in love with you every day, and it's true that I still search for your smiles.

It's not that I didn’t even try, you won't believe my words;

I tried really hard, even listened to music and to anything pleasing;

And I even felt the vibes, but the difference is vibes were all about you.

You know what, you have made a mark on me ;

That you are in a million, you are always worth to chase;

But, I am afraid I would have to choose to live my life like this.

Those meetings were so beautiful and lively,

But as far as I know you, a meeting may not be possible again;

But remember,  I still  meet your fragrance wherever I go.

Yes, my world is scattered and shattered all over,

but I am happy at the end of the day, because you are the dream I dream every night,

And I still choose to live like this, because the love you showed has that power.

I don’t actually believe in this re-incarnation kind of  things;

but now that  there is so much distance between us;

If the God assures me and makes it my belief too, I would kill myself instantly.

My Words Are True and Pure...I Hope They Find You Someday.