A Painful Shade

With scattered blue, blended with red and yellow,

the skyline appeared marvelous and scary.

the sun slowly touched the line in the west;

And while watching the horizon far away there,

even trying to hold the sun from being set,

a sudden gentle breeze cleared its way through.

My eyes blinked, leaves above me rustled;

made me realize the presence of a tree beside me.

Instinct at that moment reminded me of you,

consciously I laid down;

with eyes opened to the red blossoms above me,

pretty and wonderful as that of your beautiful lips.

The branches and the leaves gave ways to the breeze,

like your arms which I would always embrace for a warm hug.

Those tender florets and little twigs ,

reminded me of the freshness that your cute smiles always had.

That peaceful huge shade caused me to feel ;

those truest emotions we had,

those unintentional concern for each other,

those faithful seekings for each other's eyes,

that unconditional love we shared.

when realizations set in,

I was under a beautiful Gulmohar tree at its bloom of youth;

and instead of the shade that calms the mind and gives peaceful environment,

It gave me a painful and emotional one.

Melancholic Cry

I couldn't realize the reason then,

The day I looked at you, into your eyes.

You won't believe, I missed few breathes and my heart skipped a beat,

Walking behind you,

Your fragrance pulled me closer to you like your shadow.

Walking ahead of you,

Sounds of your footsteps helped me to slow down.

Beautiful eyes of yours, forced me to give up my shyness,

Your lovely smile, made me to forget my own world.

The very presence of yours overwhelmed me,

emotions were elicited,

And provoked me to say,

"You are a lovely person."

But with time, I realized,

that  you were the reason

I was falling for,

I was longing for,

I was immensely in love with.

       

And trust me I wanted to grow old together,

holding your hand,

cherishing all the good  times of ours,

but everything seems to fall apart and  I still kept the door open , for you to close it.

Unreached Words - One sided Conversance

You convinced me to understand your situation, but it's been a while now;

Days keep passing by, with a blink nights turn mornings;

But courage in me remains the same and your absence still makes me void.

I am so sorry to bring this up again, but I can't pretend anymore;

you may find it insane, I can't hold my mind anymore;

That I fall in love with you every day, and it's true that I still search for your smiles.

It's not that I didn’t even try, you won't believe my words;

I tried really hard, even listened to music and to anything pleasing;

And I even felt the vibes, but the difference is vibes were all about you.

You know what, you have made a mark on me ;

That you are in a million, you are always worth to chase;

But, I am afraid I would have to choose to live my life like this.

Those meetings were so beautiful and lively,

But as far as I know you, a meeting may not be possible again;

But remember,  I still  meet your fragrance wherever I go.

Yes, my world is scattered and shattered all over,

but I am happy at the end of the day, because you are the dream I dream every night,

And I still choose to live like this, because the love you showed has that power.

I don’t actually believe in this re-incarnation kind of  things;

but now that  there is so much distance between us;

If the God assures me and makes it my belief too, I would kill myself instantly.

My Words Are True and Pure...I Hope They Find You Someday.

Unavoidability in Humanism

Unavoidable Confounded feelings and enthusiasms make it more complicated,

And Different appearances and  characters differentiate each one even from their own folks,

Yes! Be glad that you belong to Humanity, the most complex living creatures.

But these differently characterized creatures have almost the same amazing emotions,

that these emotions and their composite transitions bind the genders of each and every  era.

Certain feelings, but mostly sadness and happiness bring out the purest emotions,

and the natural responses to these emotions have been straightforward and obvious.

As a human, you may face many circumstances which would let you out these emotions,

That you may cry when downhearted or you may laugh when overwhelmed ,

And these have always been a sign of this humanistic way.

But surprisingly, you may smile with tears rolling down your cheeks, being both happy and sad at the same time.

Human beings have many distinct responses of emotions,

that some move forward in life, getting inspired by them,

While, some end up in between with excess emotions.

But If you are glad that you also belong to Humanity, just remember;

that the first moment of yours to humanity even had a magnificent lesson beneath,

those very first purest teardrops of yours didn’t teach you how to cry,

you actually Struggled to survive on your own for the very first time.

It had that originality, 'The You',

Bring that 'The More You in You' as you grow up because humanity is the most complex being.

And know this too,

those first teardrops of yours brought both tears and  smiles to your parents.

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