Rainbow in my sky

Rainbow fascinated me at times,

sometimes evoked long forgotten memories of childhood,

but just looked up to it as a part of clouds and skies.

yet I know, after rains its appearance gives a colorful sky;

though motionless, this multicolored arch adds a charm to the clouds,

and like an illusion it elicits the minds of children around,

but never thought so much about it in anyway

that I would be writing these words about any of the rainbows.

                          And now I am just doing it…

I am doing it because I am thinking about you,

I don’t know the actual reason,

or maybe just like how you bring out true colors in my smiles,

you are a rainbow in my very own sky.

yes! you are my only beautiful rainbow.

Melancholic Cry

I couldn't realize the reason then,

The day I looked at you, into your eyes.

You won't believe, I missed few breathes and my heart skipped a beat,

Walking behind you,

Your fragrance pulled me closer to you like your shadow.

Walking ahead of you,

Sounds of your footsteps helped me to slow down.

Beautiful eyes of yours, forced me to give up my shyness,

Your lovely smile, made me to forget my own world.

The very presence of yours overwhelmed me,

emotions were elicited,

And provoked me to say,

"You are a lovely person."

But with time, I realized,

that  you were the reason

I was falling for,

I was longing for,

I was immensely in love with.

       

And trust me I wanted to grow old together,

holding your hand,

cherishing all the good  times of ours,

but everything seems to fall apart and  I still kept the door open , for you to close it.

Misunderstandings Torn It

Even after these many years,

Your gifts are still beautiful and have warmthness in them,

Greeting cards are fresh and lively,

They have lovely stories, hidden in;

Often takes me to the lane of good old days.

Oh my god! There you are.

Through the paralleled windows, I see you;

You are still sitting there;

Hair arranged into a ponytail;

With a cute and beautiful smile,;

I just can't take my eyes off .

Yes! You are the one,

I am in love with.

Classroom of mine still overwhelms with my emotions,

Walls linger my whispers and my desk still has your name on it.

It just seems like yesterday.

But it is true that,

A look into your eyes was enough to make my day, a great one,

Day after day, it influenced me so much that my mind was all around you.

Your presence was the reason why I was there at that moment of time,

Then, expectations set in and was finding more about you.

And the more I looked for you, the more I desired for your presence.

Your shying away when you find me on your way was really cute,

And I actually intended to wait for you to feel that cuteness.

With time, I realized love was the reason for the very first time ever,

Yes! I was in love with you.

My smiles were natural and loyal

Those seekings for your eyes had the deepest passion,

Heartbeats of mine expressed warm and compassionate feelings,

Emotions in me were faithful  and truest ever,

But somehow,

Misunderstandings torn us apart.

It was fate .

A true hidden Love ~ 'Perfect'

.......Then, You came to my life as a ray of promising sunshine, bringing happiness and a greatest hope altogether...... 

       Your nicest words and that shyness of yours when I looked deep into your eyes connected me on a deepest level. your cuteness brightened up my day and thoughts of yours played around at nights. I just couldn't stop staring at those cute little things you do as those cuteness of yours brought the true colours of happiness in me. You and your every actions pulled me closer to you and gave a promising hope. Those little moments spent with you brought out my true hidden love for you. I wanted to freeze that instant as it was just 'Perfect'.

      Having broken once, as that of yours I also had the truest mixed emotions, I stopped in dilemma but I gladly chose to walk into love with you because you are that person in my life who made me realized what actually love is. Given me a chance, in a single heartbeat, I would always choose you as you have that courage in you which I don't , the courage that can change my entire world with just having you around.

     Yes!! I would happily choose you because I yearn for that happiness, that perfectly imperfectness, those cute actions of yours...as these things make my world content ~ 'Perfect'.

In a blink of a moment...

......It was a beautiful full mooned evening, watching us being happy, it gazed and stood just in front of us. My heart raced but it controlled itself a bit and got attached to you, then all the pain that was there washed away. Those intense emotions of mine were so natural, those colorful lamps hung along the side of the pond intensified their brightness. The reflection of the moon at the middle of the pond got bigger, even brightened up the moment. A tuneful melodious music heard at the background evoked my emotions . Altogether, the ambiance elicited all my feelings for you. It was like a dream.

      Your glittering beautiful eyes and that cute dimpled smile of yours said many things. You were very sweet and lovely. I couldn't hold myself, everything happened in just a blink.

That warm hug had everything, the love which I always wanted to give you.

The care which I have always safeguarded was with that kiss on your forehead.

 That sweet kiss had all the emotions which I have been keeping pure and untouched.

In that just a blink, I have realized that our hearts happily exchanged their beats and shared their emotions too......

A silent voice

......There has been a fog of pain inside me, which I have been keeping deep down suppressed.

With the things happened in life ,it eventually started fading, scattering and got thinner . But it never got cleared and can never forget what had happened then.

The more I tried, the more it got deeper and denser. I have never told to anyone except my family ;my well-wishers. They have seen me and felt a bit of pain in me.

I thought time will make it alright, but what a life it has been.. Time instead, revolved and brought the same thing in a different way.

This time, at that moment, I tried my best to hold myself back as I was scared of that phase ,of that pain and about those haunting sleepless nights but my heart got released itself and skipped few beats. But it was happy and overwhelmed with true emotions.

Then when I realized after that moment, nothing was left in me except a more denser fog of pain than the one I had years ago......